Three Steller’s Jay’s perch on empty-branched chinese maple
bring me out of me
gratitude opens to the fullness
privilege and body awareness
water flowing from a tap
warm running car
not one but many scarves
achey arms, from all day keyboard activity?
sore neck and back;
perhaps the body simply
wanting to remind me she’s here.
soft pale blue sky, brush painted clouds,
brown furred four legged greeting at the door~
hibiscus tea, golden honey; tar-like, purple blackened ume plum
pollen eyed weepy gaze
gentle movement into twilight.
soft. strong and fragile.
emotional pain; Chiron peaking out reminding.
she is holder of the pain and the healing.
fullness/tightening in through chest walls moving out.
slamming the door; did the sound clear the history?
can you really take a mountain-sized yesness of
when this happens, you (i) shut mouth and open the heart.
who deserves mercy more than the owner?
saturn container takes the feeling, garnered from
thought ^ brain? ^ to a corner of the left shoulder
down to the lower waist ^ deep blue,
back up to the four chambers of the heart.
drive, took myself for a walk and brought the dog.
immersion into epsom salts; rose, geranium, and lavender scents
the teacher says, “stay with the situation”.
not leaning in/not pushing away- simply
being. (remembering kindness